Today is the wedding of one of my friends. We are in a village church.
But I don’t think I have any really close friends.
Everyone here looks happy with a smile.
I am vaguely watching their wedding behind the church seats.
Only emptiness dominates me.
Also, it seems that he had a fight with his sister this morning.
Since then, I haven’t heard of her sitting next to her.
The reason I got into a quarrel this morning on the carriage was because Cathy didn’t want to get married.
She refuses all good marriages with her.
She is really stubborn.
There was her reason for that.
Cathy was my sister, but she had more emotions towards me than she could never reveal. It has been since she was a child.
She never reveals her candid feelings.
But I think I knew her love for me that more than family emotion from a little young age.
at time to prepare to attend the wedding this morning, I had a trivial quarrel with Cathy as I pour hot coffee into a cup.
She doesn’t come out easily even I waits outside the house in a carriage.
When I’m lost patience, a well-dressed Kathy rides next to my seat.
Then she is facing away. I really want Kathy to get rid of her mood, and I don’t mind. But at the same time, I’m disappointed with my unfocused feelings.
Cathy is also next to me, sitting on a bench behind the church and looking at the bride in love. She may have looked at it with herself in a loving way.
She still knows where she is next to me and doesn’t speak, and she looks a little frosty.
She thinks like that Jack is like a small, mischievous, five-year-old kid.
So even if she gets angry and doesn’t speak, from that moment on, it doesn’t matter anymore and she’s not really angry.
She seems to ignore me, but her heart isn’t that much, she even laughs at me.
Well, I somehow understand that.
I want Kathy to go to marrying, Really be happy, and live a life surrounded by children.
It is lonely for me that Kathy gets married and leaves this house.
But she says she can’t leave me alone, and she always cheats on her marriage story. She is so beautiful that she has the opportunity to get married by many men.
She doesn’t even think about her future with them.
Because she isn’t interested in it.
We may have adopted orphans after the war.
Cathy liked that she qualified as a teacher, she taught children to study in church, and she sang songs on the organ. She is very strict, but I think she was a kind teacher.
It feels like it took time to rebuild the village and the farm.
It was devastated and many people died.
There were many farm owners who fell.
It took a long time to regain a peaceful life,
I may have been lucky in that situation.
Even though so much blood was shed and my hometown was devastated
Nothing changed after the war.
Really nothing.
I even thought it was getting worse.
Because of such a world, Bob wondered if they were dead and I was full of impatience.
Even so, Cathy was always by my side, and it supported my heart.
I also loved her.